Ms. Rachel Reveals She Experienced a Miscarriage Before Welcoming Her Son: 'Always Be My Rainbow Baby'

The YouTuber shares her son Thomas, 6, with husband Aron

Ms. Rachel is opening up about a difficult moment in her life.

The YouTuber, born Rachel Griffin Accurso, shared on Monday, Sept. 9 that she'd experienced a miscarriage before welcoming her son, now 6, Thomas with her husband Aron. Accurso shared a Reel on her Instagram, sitting at her piano and singing a song.

"Rainbow baby, dream come true. Rainbow baby, if you knew," Accurso sings. "Every prayer we said for you. Rainbow baby dream come true."

"My rainbow baby is not a baby anymore but he’ll always be my rainbow baby 💗 So much love to anyone who understands ❤️," Accurso wrote in her caption.

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Accurso reshared the video on her Instagram Stories, writing, "I'm sorry for your loss if you understand this song. Love you 🌈❤️."

Last year, Accurso spoke to PEOPLE about balancing motherhood with the attention from her job.

"It's been hard to balance everything, which I think a lot of parents feel, but it was really important to me to have all that knowledge and early childhood to being in this field," she shared at the time. "I felt that it was crucial for me to have that and I feel more confident. I just feel like I have a lot of tools."

"I've learned to help parents and I think I have a good work-life balance. Sometimes it takes us a while to get things out, but it's important to me to have that."

After taking a mental health break from social media, Accurso said she's learning the importance of "protecting your peace."

"The idea of protecting your peace and your heart really resonated with me. We're kind of not meant to take in the amount of information we do online, and it changes your opinion. So I have changed the way that I interact with social media, but I think that that's healthy for everyone to have boundaries and to be aware of how your relationship with social media affects you."

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