After Years Of Being Known As The "Weird Girl," These 6 "Anxiety-Soothing" Habits Have Stopped Me From Overthinking Every Social Situation I Encounter
Hi! My name is Raven, and I live with anxiety, specially social anxiety.
What is social anxiety? I'm so glad you asked. According to the National Institute of Mental Health, social anxiety is an "intense, persistent fear of being watched and judged by others." You know, a casual group of emotions to have at any given time.
According to the Anxiety and Depression Association of America, 15 million adults are diagnosed with social anxiety every year, which makes up about 7.1% of the U.S. population. However, this number may actually be higher as it only identifies the people who have officially been diagnosed.
As for me personally, the intense, persistent fear that can come with social anxiety has dwindled over time (well, for the most part) thanks to therapy. However, I still experience a good amount of stress during most social situations, and it's usually rooted in negative self-talk.
Here are some other symptoms people with social anxiety can experience, according to the National Institue of Mental Health:
• Blush, sweat, or tremble.
• Have a rapid heart rate.
• Feel their “mind going blank” or feel sick to their stomach.
• Have a rigid body posture or speak with an overly soft voice.
• Find it difficult to make eye contact, be around people they don’t know, or talk to people in social situations, even when they want to.
• Feel self-consciousness or fear that people will judge them negatively.
• Avoid places where there are other people.
But even though some of these symptoms like taking a front-row seat in my body anytime I do something new, different, or downright uncomfortable, I keep a few mental health tools in my back pocket to help me turn the stressful feelings way down.
It's important to mention that while the tips below may work for me and my mental health and anxiety, they may not be a right fit for you or a loved one — and that's completely okay. I want to acknowledge that going to therapy was and has been a huge part of my healing journey, and I fully understand the privilege of having access to mental health care.
This article is not a replacement for seeing a medical professional in any way, as anxiety issues are specific to each individual and could also indicate that there might be more underlying issues at hand. So, please make sure to talk to a medical professional if it works with your lifestyle before trying any new treatments.
So, if you, too, experience anxiety around socializing with others, here are the tools I used to reduce my social anxiety while I was on a recent press trip to learn more about mental health with a handful of strangers, as well as tips and insights from Dr. Elizabeth Scott, who's the author of 8 Keys to Stress Management.
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Not to be dramatic or anything, but sometimes my soul leaves my body when I know I'm going to be doing something that involves a lot of energy with other people. Maybe it's because I have social anxiety, or maybe it's because I'm deep into my 30s with no "point of return" to my youth. Either way, the lead-up to a social event where I have to be "on" can be mentally taxing. To alleviate this, I made sure to pack these things on my trip just in case my anxiety flared up.
List of items to aid with social anxiety:
• A hair tie: My therapist actually told me this trick. She said whenever my social anxiety kicks it up a notch, I should put a hair tie around my wrist so I can fidget with it, which will keep my hands occupied and my overstimulation down.
• Deodorant: Yes, everyone should pack this hygiene item, but if you have any type of anxiety, this should be non-negotiable.
• External Battery: Nothing is worse than having social anxiety and not having an escape route, aka a dead phone. When you need a recharge, even for a few moments, a quick check on the phone never hurts.
• Loops earplugs: These are amazing if you're also sensitive to noise but don't want to use noise-canceling headphones because, you know, you still want to hear others speak. The Engaged Loops, especially, reduce background noise so you can engage with others without getting distracted. I usually keep these on my keys and use them when I shop at Trader Joe's, and they've been a godsend.
I also have a few go-to rituals that I do before meeting new people to boost my self-confidence and reduce the noise chatter. For instance, I had a few hours to kill before I had to meet everyone on the first evening of the trip for dinner, and I took advantage of that extra time to do some grounding techniques to reduce my anxiety, like eating food, meditating, taking a hot shower, wearing a fun outfit and makeup look, and listening to high-energy music to get me in a "social" frame of mind and out of my head.
Raven Ishak
With my social anxiety, I tend to get very anxious about not knowing how things will go. When I feel a little out of control with my thoughts, my negative self-talk can creep in to remind me of times I was misunderstood in the past or awkward encounters I've had or could potentially have.
According to Dr. Elizabeth, this is pretty common: "Once social anxiety increases, our experience of social encounters tends to turn negative: we remember negative and even positive social encounters in a more negative light," she explained. "[Negative self-talk] can negatively color how we view social situations after the fact, creating even more anxiety toward future social interactions."
To be honest, my stress levels were still pretty high after doing all of these grounding techniques, and that's okay. I would have beaten myself up in the past, which would have flared up my anxiety even more. However, I've recently realized that being hard on myself is not going to make me feel better — and that's not the point, right? The point is to be my best friend in comfort even in the most difficult of situations, which is why after I got ready, I surrendered to my anxiety by taking it one step at a time and went downstairs to meet everyone.
The truth is, my social anxiety can be a really debilitating experience if I allow the negative self-talk to win (which can still happen, of course), but that's why the above grounding techniques have become non-negotiables for me. While they might not always reduce my anxiety by 100%, they still help me feel better than I was before — and that's all I can ask for.
ANYWAYS, after experiencing my internal conflict while using my grounding techniques, there's one mantra I say to myself right before almost every meet-up: "I'm allowed to make mistakes." When I was working through my social anxiety a little over a year ago, my therapist noted that I often felt like I had to say the right thing at the right time in the right moment. Sounds fun, right? The truth is, I felt like I had to put this pressure on myself to keep someone engaged and entertained, and if they seemed bored, I would automatically think it was my fault, which is when the negative self-talk would creep in with the "I shouldn't have done thats" or "I should have said this insteads."
However, when my therapist explained how I can readjust when I say something that I overthink in the moment, things really started to change for me. It was like she gave me the key to a door I didn't know how to open.
Making mistakes, especially in communication with others, is inevitable, and obsessively trying to avoid saying the wrong thing is only going to permit you to focus on yourself and your thoughts and not on the other person and how they're maybe trying to connect with you!
This is easier said than done, of course, but if you can just give yourself permission to mess up every now and then (by still being accountable, of course) and trust yourself that you'll recover, hopefully, it will also make you remember that you're human and reduce some of the pressure that you may put on yourself.
While all of the above coping mechanisms are great to do before meeting other people, and maybe this is just me, every relaxed emotion you have in your body can fly out the window the minute you're in the middle of the thing that gives you anxiety. First of all, that's completely okay. Remember to be kind to yourself if you find your heart racing a mile a minute. Just remind yourself that you're not in danger, even if it feels like you might be. (This just means your body is experiencing a fight-or-flight response because it believes it's near an inescapable danger.)
The good news is that with most social experiences, you can escape, so here are some of the tips that have worked for me throughout the rest of the trip:
1.Don't be afraid to acknowledge the awkwardness. When I met up with everyone for dinner that night, I was truly excited to get to know every single person. However, there were definitely moments when my anxiety was still high, which caused a few weird phrases to fly out of my mouth and immediately made me believe it was time to abandon ship. But instead of allowing an awkward moment to settle in the air, I would fully acknowledge the weird thing I said, which would make people laugh or, at least, give me the ability to switch gears. Simply saying, "Oh, that was a weird thing to say," or "Wait, I don't know why I said that" out loud is the pivot I did to readjust my mind and prevent it from going blank with fear.
Also, being honest about how you feel in the moment is a great way to be vulnerable with others without going overboard. Plus, these kinds of acknowledgments usually lean into humor, which can be a natural way to break the ice between you and strangers.
2.Focus on your breath. I don't know about you, but I tend to forget how to breathe when I'm anxious. Ever since I started incorporating meditation into my routine, the muscle memory of meditation has reminded me to take controlled breaths during anxious moments to slow down my racing thoughts.
According to a 2021 study, "Anxiety significantly decreased among both young and older adults after only a five-minute deep and slow breathing exercise." While you don't have to do a full five-minute box breathing technique in the middle of your conversation (because, let's be honest, the other person would be confused), a single slow deep breath in and slow deep breath out while the other person is talking or in between conversations can give you a moment to pause and recalibrate.
3.Rely on asking questions. If you feel uncomfortable talking about yourself, just remember that people usually love to answer questions about themselves. When my social anxiety was really debilitating a few years ago, my brain would go blank when I was talking with someone because my harsh inner critic would get so loud — and like an old TV that's on its last leg, I couldn't surf for any channels to figure out what to ask or talk about. Dr. Elizabeth explains that a harsh inner critic is that negative voice in our heads that is a collection of disapproving messages. "We’ve received [these messages] throughout our lifespan, particularly from authority figures or influential peers in childhood," she said. "This inner voice may range in tone from overly-protective parent to judgemental tormentor, but generally speaking, it can hurt more than it helps."
If you find yourself battling with a harsh inner critic, I want you to know that 1) you're not alone, and 2) try to become aware of the negative messages you are telling yourself to figure out where they're coming from.
"Learning about the social world around us, we may have somewhere along the way developed an unconscious pattern of zeroing in on the negatives or telling ourselves that people won’t like us, that friends are hard to find, or to be less than what we are," Dr. Elizabeth explained. "Becoming aware of these negative messages can be a powerful first step in robbing them of their power and shifting to a more empowering perspective."
While it took a good amount of practice talking with others and going to therapy to reduce my mind from going blank over time, I've been able to create a Rolodex (yes, I'm old) of questions just on the off chance that the conversation gets a little dull. This technique helped me a lot throughout this trip. For example, if a lull happened during a one-on-one conversation, I would recall what they recently spoke about and ask a question that expanded more on that topic, so I didn't have to come up with something completely new on the spot. Lazy? 100%, but it works. The trick is to stick with open-ended questions to give the conversation a chance to flow and breathe and to actively listen when the other person is talking.
Raven Ishak
Here are a few questions from the National Social Anxiety Center:
1. “What got you interested in this activity?”
2. “What restaurants would you recommend in this neighborhood?”
3. “How’s that book you’re reading?”
4. “What do you have in store this weekend?”
Another trick that works for me is using the environment to influence questions, compliments, or statements. For instance, if someone has a drink in their hand, you can simply ask what they're drinking and what they like about it. You can even make a statement about how the curtains at the bar remind you of your grandma's couch, which she had from the '70s and refused to get rid of. Who knows, maybe this random statement can lead to a conversation about interior design or childhood memories. The topics are endless, but it depends on how big your imagination can get — basically, don't be afraid to get weird.
4.Don't feel pressured to fill the silence. Throughout the rest of the trip, whether we were sitting in a car, driving to our next destination, or exploring a fun exhibit, I tried not to let silence indicate that things were going wrong. In the past, if there was a dull moment in any conversation, my inner critic would fire off on all cylinders with negative assumptions about what other people were thinking, which prevented me from being present at the moment. However, after a few therapy sessions, my therapist told me that I needed to reframe my thoughts about how others may be perceiving the situation because I actually had no idea what they were feeling or thinking about at the moment. Simply put, it's hard to connect with others if I'm constantly having a one-on-one conversation with myself with assumptions that are most likely factually untrue.
So, instead of automatically assuming what the other person is thinking, I now lean into the below thoughts:
• "They may be quiet because they're tired."
• "They may also be feeling nervous."
• "It's more than okay to have pockets of silence, especially in group settings."
This really worked on the trip! For instance, after we explored an exhibit, everyone was sitting in silence, waiting for an Uber to pick us up. And while I was reminding myself of the alternative possibilities, someone flat-out said, "Man, I don't know why I feel so tired," which I agreed with because I felt the same. Even though I didn't need to hear someone say that, it was the perfect way to reconfirm that silence is not always a bad thing.
5.Another great way to build confidence and reduce negative self-speak is through self-reflective journaling exercises, which I actually learned how to do on the trip from Dr. Elizabeth for National Erase Self-Negativity Day. For the exercise, you'll need a pencil or pen that erases and a piece of paper. Next, you'll write down a negative thought or phrase you have about yourself, sit with the feeling, and then erase it completely. Lastly, you'll write right on top of where you erased with a new positive word or phrase to replace the negative one.
Raven Ishak
According to Dr. Elizabeth, the reason this exercise works is because when you replace the negative messages you're sending yourself with more empowering thoughts, you can weaken the bad messages. Basically, this is another way to challenge those thoughts through a journaling practice.
This technique can be helpful for people with social anxiety because, according to a 2023 study, people who identified as highly socially anxious individuals agreed more with negative self-beliefs and less with positive self-beliefs compared to low socially anxious individuals, especially if they believed that's how they felt about themselves.
Plus, according to a 2016 study, "when there's repeated practice of replacing worry with positive ideation, it can counter the intrusive and distressing properties of worry."
For someone like me who lives with anxiety, I found this practice to be weirdly empowering, as I sometimes feel out of control with my thoughts. In therapy, I learned that when people write down their worries, it tends to reduce the words' power because it's no longer in the "bubble" you create in your head. So, when I saw the negative phrases I wrote down on the piece of paper, it actually made me feel kind of sad that these thoughts were swimming in my mind.
Since emotions and color can be linked to impacting one another, we were encouraged to write with our favorite colors when replacing negative phrases with positive ones. Since we needed to erase the phrases, we were given Pilot FriXion erasable pens. While I could have crossed out the phrases, erasing them completely no longer made me compare what was there to what I wrote to replace them. The positive statements are the only statements that I saw and that only mattered.
If you need some assistance with the kinds of positive affirmations you can write down, Dr. Elizabeth provided a small list below. She recommends picking phrases that seem realistic for your lifestyle.
"When you’re replacing limiting beliefs with new self-statements, it often works best when you create mantras that are things you already believe," she explained. "Your subconscious mind might fight against something as strong as: 'Everybody I meet loves me' but will easily accept something positive but more realistic, like, 'I’m a pretty likable person,' or 'I am getting comfortable with meeting new people.'"
Useful self-statements to use:
1. “I am getting more and more comfortable meeting new people."
2. “I’m a pretty likable person."
3. “New people bring new opportunities."
4. “This will be fun.”
6.It's okay to exit the gathering early. You know yourself best. If you feel like you're done for the night — even if you've only been at the event for five minutes — don't be afraid to leave early. Remember, while it's important to face your fears and sit with the uncomfortable every now and then, it's also important to listen to your body and recognize that you've hit your wall.
I was the first person to leave dinner on the first night everyone met. In the past, I would have been incredibly anxious about making this first move, but it was late. We had been sitting at the table for a bit after dessert, and we had to get up early the next day. My body was like, girl, you gotta go to bed.
Don't get me wrong, my mind was also like, 'Just wait until someone else gets up so you can follow suit,' but I was actually very proud of myself for listening to my body and putting myself first in that situation. Pushing yourself past your limit may make you more exhausted, which can impact your already depleted social battery.
Don't forget it's about taking baby steps and giving yourself praise for the changes you make, no matter how small they are. Changes take time, so beating yourself up won't make progress anymore faster, in fact, it can slow things down and that can just make the situation more frustrating.
Yes, having social anxiety can truly suck, but just know that there is absolutely nothing wrong or broken about you (at least that's what I tell myself). Just because I sometimes have trouble holding a conversation with others for a myriad of reasons doesn't mean I don't deserve friends and companionship, right?
If you can, try to be curious and an active listener, and share something about myself every now and then to achieve a more balanced conversation. Also, please try to be mindful of the negative self-statements you tell yourself.
If no one else is saying these awful things about you, it's important that you don't say them to yourself. The truth of the matter is while it's important to have deep, positive connections with others, it's even more important to have a deep, positive connection with yourself.
Do you have social anxiety? Tell us some of your tips or tricks on how you navigate this mental health condition in the comments below: