Taylor Frankie Paul Posts Cryptic Message After Celebrating Christmas Without Dakota Mortensen: ‘Chaos to Pure Silence'

Taylor Frankie Paul shared a cryptic message on TikTok about the "pain" of going from "chaos to pure silence" on Christmas after seemingly spending the holidays apart from her partner, Dakota Mortensen.

The mom of three, 30, posted the TikTok on Dec. 25 and said she "wouldn’t wish this pain upon anyone."

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"If you're there, take a drive, scream, cry [and] feel the pain," she continued. "Because I promise avoiding it will make it much worse."

Mortensen also posted some TikTok videos on his account where he suggested he spent Christmas without Paul after he was "wrapping presents alone" for their son, Ever True, and opened gifts with him separately.

She also found additional support in the comments from other fans, including fellow MomTok members like Mayci Neeley and Jessi Ngatikaura, who sent their love to her in the comments. Another commenter wrote that Mortensen's "TikTok brought me" to the video, to which she responded that she was "happy he can have his day with him."

Paul posted her cryptic TikTok message after she posted another video of her dancing with her three children in their matching Christmas pajamas. The caption "perk is no traveling to any in-laws anymore" was written over the video, seemingly referring to Paul's ex-husband, Tate Paul.

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At the end of The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives, both Paul and Mortensen faced challenges in their relationship and the first season ended on shaky terms between the pair. Ngatikaura addressed the breakup rumors that swirled around the couple on the Scheananigans podcast with Scheana Shay and revealed that their relationship was "struggling a little bit right now."

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"I think they're both amazing people," Ngatikaura added. "I just think that maybe there's so much trauma between both of them with their past and their relationship that they need a little time to breathe."

Paul later posted on her Instagram Stories in October that she and Mortensen were able to settle and reconcile their relationship, with him subsequently appearing in one of her TikTok posts on Nov. 11. However, Mortensen was careful to leave out details on his relationship with Paul in a life update video he posted in early December, where he opened up about being a first-time dad and getting into the real estate business.

"[I've] just been trying to stay more positive in my life, building a relationship with God again because I feel like I kind of lost that," he continued at the time. "It's really helpful for me."

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